Don't know when to stop

hee hee.  So, I was just kidding about that previous post...well, no, I really will miss Kiki; I don't know why she died, I fear that her partner Toya is next.  But, I also had a close friend leave town yesterday as well (yeah, i had a rough day).  And I was talking to her on the phone last night and actually did garner up the courage to say that I will miss her a great deal and that the past year has been great....etc....etc...blah blah blah.  I get it all out and wait for a response.  "Maybe she found my speech so touching that she's speechless" I thought to myself;...wait a minute...."hello?"...."are you there?".....aww fuck that, she totally hung up on me!  Forget all that previous shit.  I'm done forever.